are you wondering? why Allah give this long distance marriage to you?
He has a reason that you don't know yet the answer. you'll know later on. and do you know why you still didn't get any legal marriage yet? you'll know later on, not yet.
but I'm feeling something gonna happen, idk what's it.
even today i feel upset again and again.. always happen.
no place to just talk, fo just know each other, to just say, ahh it's not important though for him
he doesn't like talking about feeling.
and it's really makes me feeling like, ohh okay, no respect, no respond, no feedback. disappear slowly can be a way..
because yoi know what, i feel like I'm not worth it.
i wanna cry, but for what? it's waste my time & my feelings.. I've Allah, that's more than enough, alhamdulilah.
bighugs yaRabb.. shukran for the strength, for the patient, for the guidance everyday, everytime.. hope in the end i can see ur face & meet you..
dunya always let me down, but not you..